Thoughts

Emily is leaving town. I feel like I failed her in some way by not making Denver more fun for her. I wish she could have taken all my advice and made more of this experience. I guess I wanted to control her too much… I hope that isn’t why she’s leaving.

I’m really burnt out right now. Most of the time I feel energized about coming home, but lately I just feel resentful that I have to go back to Buckley every day. I’m so tired of being the Air Force’s bitch.

I went to an AIGA party last week, it was a lot of fun except for the part where people asked me where I went to school and I couldn’t tell them. I was so jealous of all those people in their hip jobs with design firms that do snowboarding ads and work in loft style offices in downtown. Lucky AIGA bastards…

I love Halloween. I talk about it a lot, but mostly it’s because if I don’t have something besides my miserable work life to focus on, I’ll go nuts.

I think I need a break after all this is over. I feel like I want to go off somewhere by myself for a couple of days and just be very quiet. I wonder if Tim will be hurt that I want to be alone.

Daisy has tried to escape about 30 times today. I wonder if there is a shoe sale somewhere she’s trying to get to.