confessions...

As I am sure most of you can tell, I am going through a bit a hard time right now. I feel like things are in a serious upheaval and I’ve talked a lot about endings and beginnings. It’s true that change is a part of life, but some people are better with it than others. I consider myself to be a strong person, but this proving to me that my self possessed “can-do” attitude isn’t really who I am. I don’t feel very strong right now. So, if I’ve seemed weird or off lately, it’s just because I’m dealing with some stuff.

I’m fine of course, but most definitely not myself. I’ve been crying at the drop of a hat, (which I never do) and feeling pretty fragile. My friend Tiffany got orders to Washington D.C. and as much as we’ve had our ups and downs, it’s really hard to say goodbye to someone who I’ve worked with every day for the past four years. I just got the news today that my little sister is moving from Denver back to Oregon. I guess in comparison to other hardships in the world, mine are minor, but still rather upsetting.

I feel like everything is moving and changing and the only real constant is my life with Tim, but that everything else is all crazy and up in the air. I’m a Taurus, I hate that.